Strangetimez

As per my usual run of luck, just when I thought I had finally met someone who I could spend the rest of my life with, and when I really saw a future, the ol’ rug of happiness got yanked out from under me.  I swear Im either trapped in some shitty reality show or soapie, or some god up there is having a lot of fun with my suffering.  I really give up.  Nothing excites me any more, and when I found someone who did, of course life veers completely off course.  Ive tried everything, and nothing works anymore… I mostly feel nothing anymore, and when that changes, its usually more shitty than nothing 

If you are reading this, no I don’t want to talk about it…